Wagon

So that's what the back of the wagon looks like...

Just having one of those days. Ate chicken strips from KFC and then enjoyed a delicious bowl of spaghetti. And I have tracked my points at all today. It happens. Life happens. Shit happens. Work happens. In my case work and shit happening are synonymous. I truly dislike my job. And I know that instead complaining constantly I should just get a new job. However, I know how easy it is to transfer stores with the company I work for and that's exactly what I intend to do when the time comes and the money is saved for me to leave. So I am really just trying to suck it up and get through. I work with some fairly decent people and there are some that I look forward to seeing because I know they will make my shifts bearable. I just need to keep thinking positively. That used to come naturally to me. My smiles used to be genuine, my laughs legit. Now I can tell that happiness does not reflect from my eyes and my laugh is just a little forced. Maybe positive thinking should be one of my challenges.

On an actual positive note, a good friend of mine and I were discussing being weight loss buddies! He is going to look into some gyms for us to join. Thinking we can go when we get out of work at night. Or maybe before work because working 9 hours and then going to the gym for at least an hour at eleven at night does not sound great, considering the new house we are moving into is a half hour from town. He and I will discuss it further later.

As for tomorrow, it will be better. I will get back on track with tracking. Pretty soon here I will definitely need to get a exercise routine in if I want to make any real differences in my weight.

Goodnight!